I'm at a point in my life now here I'm starting to like certain guys... sometimes I learn to like them more than I should. Even fell in love with someone. At least I think I do love him... though not that much, he's special to me. To cut the long story short, he became my boyfriend.
Paul is different from all the guys I met and dated. And it's not hard to love the person. He's someone every girl would dream to have; he's sort of good looking (at least a lot of girls think so), sweet, sensitive, no pretentions, and a hopeless romantic... what can I say? He swept me off my feet. But now I feel like I'm drowning in this commitment; I feel suffocated.. with all the do's and dont's...
It made me stop and think... Am I ready for this? Or did I let my emotions get ahead of me? Last time I checked, I knew I was ready... but why am I having second thoughts now? Now that I finally found someone who made me "his everything and his forever"?
Why am I starting to compare him to my ex? In terms of career and maturity... he still has a lot to learn... but I guess I can't have everything, right? I don't want to let him go; but I can't stand being in a commitment with him as well...
What am I supposed to do? I don't want to hurt his feelings but I can't afford to get hurt as well...
Guess I have to find an answer to this question soon.... Am I ready... or not?
Hi dear, it's been a while.... so u'r really getting over the "ex" huh. That's really good! I'm so happy to hear that (or should I say I'm happy to read that!)
Some people wud say, one way to mend a broken heart is to find someone else to mend it. It might work for you. But just be careful, okay? Don't pour your emotions just yet. Just enjoy the moment and don't think to much. Sometimes, over thinking makes our love life miserable. Just have fun and enjoy each other's company.
Good luck! =)
Posted by: kleinchik0104 | 07/10/2008 at 07:23 PM
hi there! yeah, though i can't say i'm completely over him... i know i'm getting there. problem is, i think i'm having too much fun living the single life that i'm not ready to enter into a relationship/commitment. or maybe i haven't found the right guy yet... honestly it becomes frustrating sometimes.... i get to meet and date a lotta guys, but all of them turn out to be jerks! get what i mean? and then here he comes... my supposedly boyfie... sincere and really loves me. but it scares me at the same time... coz i don't think i can give up the things that i'm doing now...
Posted by: brattinella23 | 07/11/2008 at 12:41 PM
Oh yes... i'm definitely getting you girl! If that's the case then why rush things? Don't be pressured by this guy who's sweet and loving. If you're not ready then just enjoy single life. It's one of the best phase in life! Take it from a married woman! =) If that guy really loves you... I know this is cliche but here it goes... he'll wait for you and stand by you til you are ready to go. =)
Posted by: kleinchik0104 | 07/14/2008 at 01:25 PM
yeah, i guess you're right... i already talked to him and he agreed to wait... thanks for the advice! **hugs**
Posted by: brattinella23 | 07/14/2008 at 11:38 PM